Saturday, 31 July 2010

heroes is the most amazing show ive ever watched!!!!!
im so glad amy got me into it :D

ive been up every night watching the first series :)
and i cant wait to borrow series 2 off amy!
how do you do it?!
make me feel like i do...


i might be a big loser and a dummy ;P
but that dosent mean i dont love you :)

my independant loser
okay im not perfect
i admit that
no one is.....
but the truth is when your in a bad mood
you dont notise it but you make me feel like shit =/
and i hide it by seeking attention and acting stupid
but everytime i do i get angry becuase of the way you and myself made me feel =/
i dont get angry at you
i get angry at the things i do
at myself
okay?
just the thought of it ending because of the way i am just hurts....
ALOT =/
because i love you so much.

Wednesday, 28 July 2010

i hate myself
i just ruin everything good =/
i dont deserve you
i wouldnt be surprised if im just a skeletal wreck of a zombie when i get home.
theres nothing interesting to say really... =/

Friday, 23 July 2010

You go on I'll be okay
I can dream the rest away
It's just a little touch of fate, it will be okay

i love you so much
if your not going to make an effort then fine
you're just loosing a friend
who obviously isn't worth your time
and I'm not going to accept your excuses or your pathetic whiny sob story
because lord knows i made the effort
you didn't.

fuck you.

Thursday, 22 July 2010

I can find a right time to say things
I'm an idiot and this is the reason why I hate myself sometimes. =/

"Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It burns it all clean."


I would wish it all away.
If I thought I'd Lose you just one day.