Friday, 12 November 2010

my back and lungs hurt,
im finding college hard,
that's about it.









i love her.

Wednesday, 13 October 2010

i wish i had some hallucinogenic drugs...

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

i love you so much!
nuff said :)
Hey blog, sorry I haven't spoken to you in a while, I've just been busy, no hard feelings?

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

im going to see deftones soon!!!!
i cant wait!
they're one of my most favourite bands and they changed my life!!
this will be the first time I've seen them in concert it's gonna be amazing!!! :D

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

not talking and sad isnt going to help anything...
or maybe your just talking to other people =/

Tuesday, 14 September 2010

i really like college :)
its so much better than school
but it's surreal in a way...
it still doesn't feel like I'm actually there for real
i still have a random feeling in the back of my head that I'll just have to go back to school again...
its weird :P
the time table is awesome because it works perfectly around the days i see amy and everything :)
i think monday and fridays are the only sort of bad days because im there untill 5 =/
but i have tuesdays off, one lesson on Wednesday and i finish at 2:30 on a thursday :)
i think im gonna like this :)

Monday, 13 September 2010

you make me feel...

every feeling i can feel...

at the same time...

good or bad....

it's amazing every time :)

you make me so happy yet drive me insane at the same time ♥

i love you so much....


... i vomit rainbows, sunshine, puppies and happy things!!!!

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

im shattered ¬¬
i have blisters from walking
and i haven't had a cup of tea yet!!!
what's going on???? :O


i get to see amy tomoro after years of not seeing her!!!
glad my quest in finally over ;)

Sunday, 5 September 2010

i love that feeling of nostalgia :)
i keep getting it recently...
all of them reminding me of the times when me and amy first started going out ♥
i'm looking forward to winter for that reason alone :)
because some of the best time were simply sitting on a bench in a park hugging each other to stop ourselves from freezing
going to college soon :)
should be good :D

but i have to retake fucking maths and english ¬¬
so yeah, this year will have its ups and downs,
but i'm gonna make a hell of a lot more effort than i ever did in school!
and i mean it.
i love you

Sunday, 29 August 2010

get to see amy tomorow :D
i'm sooooooo excited!!!!
i'm never leaving her for more than a weekend!!! :P
5 weeks is long man!!!

but i gotta travel =/
and i hate going on the ferry!
i always get to sea sick :(

Saturday, 28 August 2010

i miss amy too much :(

only two more days to go! :)
i love oranges they always put me in a good mood :)
there sweet smell and flavour just brightens up my day :)

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

For so long
I saw only wrong
But now to remind
It's a waste of time

Close your eyes and see the sky is fallin...
i know for a fact that being in two bands is going to be the most draining thing...
but if one of them makes i wont have a care in the world :)
and im hoping to be in loads of projects and bands and just broaden my horizions musically :)

Tuesday, 10 August 2010

if i cause you so much pain why do you stay?
I LOVE YOU MORE!!!

Monday, 9 August 2010

im not going to post an inspirational speech from someone who's changed the world
instead im going to post the ramblings of a completely insane man...

Their sneakin' in the county jail, lookin' under the door, to see if the man is there, sneakin' like little children out of town, heh heh heh, sneakin all around the courthouse, sneakin' in out of the ventilators sneakin' everywhere, everything is sneaky up around sneakyville, heh heh heh heh.
Everything that we have to do to get to the truth has to be sneaky, it seems a shame to sneak to get to the truth, to make the trust such a dirty old nasty thing, you gotta' sneak to get to the truth, the truth is condemmed, the truth is in the gas chamber, the truth has been in your stock yards, your slaughter-houses, the truth has been in your resivations, buildin' your railroads, emptying your garbage, the truth is in your ghettos, and your jails, and young love, not in your courts and your congress where the old set judgment on the young.
what the hell do the old know about the young? They put a picture of old goerge on the dollar and tell ya' that he's your father, worship him.
Look at the madness that goes on, you can't proove anything that happened yesterday, now is the only thing that's real, you can try to proove that columbus sailed on an ocean but it's not the same ocean, it's a different ocean, it's a different world.
Everyday, every reality is a new reality, every new reality is a, is a new horizion, a brand new expireince of living.
i got a note last night from a freind of mine, he writes in the note he's afraid what he might have to do in order to save his reality, as i saved mine.
You can't proove anything, theres nothing to proove, every man judges himself, he knows what he is, you know what you are, as i know what i am, we all know what we are.
Nobody can stand in judgment, they can play like they're standing in judgment, they can play like they're standing in judgment and take you off and control the masses, with your human body, and they can lock you up in penitentiaries and cages and put you on crosses as they did in the past, but it doesn't amount to anything, what they're doing is, they're only persecuting a reflection of themselves, they're persecuting what they can't stand to look at in themselves, the truth, they can't stand to look at the truth in themselves, they persecute themselves, they're butchering themselves evertime they go on the freeway, they hate themselves.
Look at the signs, stop, go, turn here, turn there, you can't do this, you can't do that, you can't you can't you can't, this illeagal, that is illeagal, everything's illeagal.
The police used to watch over the people, now they're watching the people, the president doesn't represent the people, he should be on the roadside picking up his children, but he isn't, he's in the whitehouse sending them off to war, and you're saying i have to pay for this again, and again and again, ive gotta' pay for your sins, how many times have i got to pay for your sins? im getting tired, im getting tired!
The people you call my family, were people you didnt want, children that were along side the road that there parents had kicked out, so i took em' to my garbage dump and fed em' and taught em' in love there is no wrong, everything they've done, they've done for love of brother.

- charlse manson