heroes is the most amazing show ive ever watched!!!!!
im so glad amy got me into it :D ♥
ive been up every night watching the first series :)
and i cant wait to borrow series 2 off amy!

how do you do it?!
make me feel like i do... ♥

i might be a big loser and a dummy ;P
but that dosent mean i dont love you :) ♥

my independant loser ♥

okay im not perfect
i admit that
no one is.....
but the truth is when your in a bad mood
you dont notise it but you make me feel like shit =/
and i hide it by seeking attention and acting stupid
but everytime i do i get angry becuase of the way you and myself made me feel =/
i dont get angry at you
i get angry at the things i do
at myself
okay?
just the thought of it ending because of the way i am just hurts....
ALOT =/
because i love you so much.

i hate myself
i just ruin everything good =/
i dont deserve you
i wouldnt be surprised if im just a skeletal wreck of a zombie when i get home.

theres nothing interesting to say really... =/

You go on I'll be okay
I can dream the rest away
It's just a little touch of fate, it will be okay ♥

i love you so much ♥

if your not going to make an effort then fine
you're just loosing a friend
who obviously isn't worth your time
and I'm not going to accept your excuses or your pathetic whiny sob story
because lord knows i made the effort
you didn't.

fuck you.

I can find a right time to say things
I'm an idiot and this is the reason why I hate myself sometimes. =/

"Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It burns it all clean."

I would wish it all away.
If I thought I'd Lose you just one day. ♥

I need to watch things die from a distance
Vicariously, I live while the whole world dies
You all need it too - don't lie.

i know he's probably not the best inspiration to have in life
but i will always adore this man
for all the thing he's been through and done
he has truly lived life and is only in his early 40's
he's paying for it now but i don't think anything will ever take away the things he has accomplished and no amount of physical or mental pain can make that fade.

life moves pretty fast,
if you don't stop to look around once in a while,
you might miss it.

i love you so much
and it'll be worth it :)

i hate how one little thing can ruin such a good day. =/

i really don't want to go to france

just spent the last four days with amy :) ♥
its been lovely just to cotch, chat, bitch, gossip, watch films, consume mass amounts of tea and all of that :D
this weekend will be fun as-well :)
I'm spending it with my best friend rory :D
i told him i liked the scooby doos from the sixties so he recorded 2 series of it just for me :D
that what i would call a true friend to be honest ♥

I'm going to france in just over a week :(
i really don't want to go =/

trying to persuade a girl shes beautiful is like trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing gum.

just spent a lovely day with amy :)
were making the most of our time together before i go france
i really don't wanna go for 5 weeks
its too long to be away to be honest.
2 weeks maximum would be fine..
i know i shouldn't complain but its a real drag not being all to see everyone i care about in a country where i can barely speak the language and don't know anyone else apart from my family.

i recorded my first demo with my first proper band yesterday :)
it was awesome
hopefully they'll be up on the websites soon :D
i really like recording, as tiring as it may be it was worth it at the end of the day :)

i look at the cross,
then i look away,
give you the gun,
blow me away ♥

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.

this hurts...

I MISS YOU ♥

I've pissed off the one person i care the most about more than ANYTHING in this world.
but she's stuck by me through worse ♥

killing
spree
commence!

stupid people ¬¬